Nightmares + psychotest + a phone call = thank YOU for all.... (Monday, August 4, 2008)

Nightmares woke me up @ 5 this morning, and i found myself singing gospel and praying....Another weird thing happened, out of nowhere, sumthing in my mind and heart keep telling me over and over again that my sista is a kind of God's blessing for me and i gotta tell her about this....Is dat God speaking through my dream?

Dunno what to do, so i closed my eyes, empty my mind ( that's my sleeping pills ), and try to get some rest again, coz i gotta a psychotest @ 7....The pills didn't work as ussual this time....so, i decided to text her about this and wishing her a nice morning.....

Went to Astra, all of the participant ( there was almost 150 of 'em ), gathered in the ARC (Astra Recruitment Center) room....the place couldn't fit us all, so the ARC team moved us to the auditorium @ 3rd floor....First they introducing about the company ( damn, it's bigger than i thought, hope i can be part of 'em )....Then come the math test, 40 tough questions, guided by tables consist information needed to answer ll of the trivia....couldn't finish them all, just about 30 out of 40....not bad huh???? i was worried already....second came the analysis test, we're given 20 short description paragraph and each of them have 3 statement....we have to decide which statement is true, wrong, or not given....This time i made it to the finish line....i was very thankful....based on this two test, they will determine who can go to the next phase....i keep crossing my finger .....and pray....

While the team checked our works, another task coming....self description....we have to describe ourself, the positive and negative value about our self, and reason(s) why Astra should hire us.... Time's up....result show time...i made it....i almost cry....silly huh? but i do feel excited....about 50 participants failes the first phase....less than 100 left....

Lunch time coming....they've prepared for it....it's a good one....Back to the auditorium....1 form to filled out and 3 task coming in sequences, about drawing......tree drawing, person drawing, and we have to continue an unfinished drawing (8 items), we have to give mark for the easiest, toughest, the best drawing and the worst one....they were not a big deal, since i've done test like that before.....then come the interview, it was 14.30.....first one waiting hour was not really bad....keep wishing i'm the next though.....1 hour passed, came the second....i start to feel bored, i'm feel sleepy too....in the middle of waiting and in the auditorium, i took a nap....short one...less than 30 minutes....Thank God, other-haven't-been-called-

for-interview participant still there...can you imagine if the auditorium is empty already....????

About @ 6 P.M. my turn come....the interview session wan fun...just asking about the answer in the form that they gave us before....less than 15 minutes...and Finished....fiuhhhh....spent half of my Monday there....but nor regret it at all....they will give announcement within 2 weeks....

Go homeeeee.....yeahhhh...at last.....juz few blocks from home, my cell phone rang....from the ringtone i can guest who is calling...it my sista, wonder why? I was affraid that she's not gonna be okay becoz of the sms....maybe she thought it was creepy, unimportant, sillly or other negative thoughts (this things bother me all day from the second i sent the text this morning, but i try to ignore it).....Despite of questioning the sms, she shows care....Wowwwww....we chit chat for about 10 mins, she still got sum work to do....

Off the phone, i really feel that i have a...not perfect day, but it's just greater than good....find my self being so blessed the whole day....Thank You....Thank You...can even ask for more....here i am, I am ready for another blessings..........Thank You for yesterday, today, and for the days coming....i know You care, and You'll always there to catch me up when i'm down....Teach me to be faithful unconditionally....

- let the words describe it self, all we can do just arrange it -

juz some of my thoughts....(part 2 )

The rainbow won't always be there after the rain, but the sky sure will be brighter than before....

Just be patient. .Things don't always turn out to be what we planned..

You wont know what you've really got from a friend until you lost them....

you can learn from everybody, even from a 1-year-old baby....

when HE told you to do sumthin that u don't even know what's good in doin it, just do it....even when you can't see the result...yet....you'll find that you are relieved....

a simple greetings/sms/phone call/e-mail can really make people happy....so when you got the chance to do it, just do it....maybe you can make 'em happy or even better, their reply will make you happy...who knows, right????

when you do your job just for the money....money is all that you'll achieved....do it with passion and love....you'll see that it will give you things that you can't buy....

Homosexual is not a good way of relationship....but you can take a lesson from them....sumtimes they appriciate and love their partner much more than normal people do....

it's hard to do any kind of thing for the first time....it's like when you learn how to walk....you will face failure....but once you can walk...you will start to run and jump....

wise man said that silence is golden...have you ever consider, when you speak your mind it can be platinum.....

sumtimes it can be a bad thing to tell someone the awful truth....but you can make it worse somehow if you tell a lie...even the white one....

life is not an emergency....

when a person was told that he/she was dying, actually it is the time when he/she start living....

it's ok to take a few step back, you can see the "picture" in wider mode....can help you to choose the right path....

your compliment about yourself doesn't count, others does....

....to be continue....

- let the words describe it self, all we can do just arrange it -